摄郎记

香烟爱上火柴，就注定被伤害

2009-01-16T12:31:00.002+08:00

刚刚不久，一位朋友和我分享一下的词。看了蛮喜欢，因为的确有经历过。

香烟爱上火柴，就注定被伤害。
不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债
我哭的很痛,却痛的想哭..!!
我永远都是你的插曲，但是我会用我仅有的双手为你弹出最动人的旋律..!

过去就由它过去，最重要的是要从此往前看。

以上

车对你来讲，是不是一个身份的象征?

2009-01-16T00:45:00.003+08:00

我曾经被问过会买什么车。我就说我会买kancil或viva。后被他们讲我不够ambitious。

也有些人说买好车就叫“进步”。

这些话听了就算

但因为我可能比较neutral一点，就曾跟他们说。车只是四轮，一个代步工具，一个为你带来方便和舒服。买多贵都没用，十年后就是一个废铁，价值都会跌至千多块。所以买这么好，干嘛？

车买来，就会subject to wear and tear.买太好的车，就要subject to 零件availability和贵或便宜。

买到马力和CC大。就要花更多油钱。那这样倒不如省了油钱直接去买一些能appreciate的地产和房子

有人说，贵代表品质好。会耐久。听我父亲说，这是不一定。engine一操作车一走动，wear and tear就开始。品质零件再好也会损害。（三十多年Engineer tech的经验和智慧难道还是假的吗？他是我老爸叻。骗我干嘛？？）

我这样写并不是针对任何人。因为车是不是一个身份的象征还是很个人主观想法。

但我想物质享受只是一时欲念而已，东西旧了，物质欲望强的人，还会珍惜这些旧车吗？我情愿选珍惜，不理什么身份不身份，我不要买大材小用的车，我要省油，我不是赛车手，我喜欢简单，我要每个月还车期没有压力和负担。

是这样的话，我还是会选perodua公司的viva。因为原产零件可以比较已找到。还有省油。

我父亲说viva 660很有力哦
哈

本人在此发唠叨而已。

Christmas carol

2008-11-20T14:36:00.001+08:00

You know what is the best HIT of the year?

Yeah. christmas carol..

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:
Recession is coming to town.

It's hitting you once,
It's hitting you twice
It doesn't care if you've been careful and wise
Recession is coming to town

It's worthless if you've got shares
It's worthless if you've got bonds
It's safe when you've got cash in hand
So keep cash for goodness sake, HEY

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town!
Finance products are confusing
Finance products are so vague
The banks make you bear the cost of risk
So keep out for goodness sake, OH

You'd better watch out
You'd better not cry
You'd better keep cash
I'm telling you why:

Recession is coming to town.............

lol

梦。。dream

2008-10-27T05:21:00.002+08:00

5am......

while i am looking at d timer on displayed on the handphone display screen. It was the time i started suddenly awoke from the dream encountered.

It was piercing heart at the moment.

It was because of someone in my dream kept me awoke.

It was because of the dream that vision someone encountered disability.

I went into toilet while d sound of the water dropping onto the floor. Sitting there and trying to recall back the dream.

The Dream

It was the place look like airport in the morning but with very few ppl around. i saw Christian bro and sis were sitting around on the resting place. They were happily chit chatting and among them thunderous laugh can be heard while i was standing far from them.

The voice i am familiar with.

No. It was not the evil laugh.
No. It is the laugh that attracts my ears to in the very beginning of first time i know her.

The laugh that came with portion of happiness with sorrowfulness.

Among them, it was the situation whereby bro and sis cracking a lot jokes that caused her burst into laughing. While i was walking toward her, i was greeted by them but her. Strangely, i noticed her among them with eyes fixed at one place but smile with angelic beautiful face.

I have weird feeling.. something is not right. Something wrong happened to her.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
I realized she couldn't see anything.
.
.
.
.
.
.
(trying to recall, trying to translate what i saw in the dream into word, will be amend soon)

鸵鸟

2008-10-22T00:09:00.005+08:00

short talk
我记忆差，听过的歌，每次都会忘记歌名和歌词。当每一次在朋友的车里听歌时，很多时候都想不起这些歌从哪里听过。但我所记得是歌里的旋律。

在朋友的网志里看到这首歌。再看看里面的歌词，也发现我一些的心声在这首歌里表达出来。也让我在这凌晨里沉默的回忆过去。

心里还是痛。但痛代表爱还依然存在，没有爱只是甜蜜和不痛。。。

“人总不能改变过去的一切，唯一能做的，就是现在开始创造未来的幸福。”

我所能做的只能这样，其他的就让神来打点吧。

以下是这首歌的词

鸵鸟
===

妳說不愛了　於是我就承擔
不問我心裡想的是相反
陽光很燦爛　我卻笑不出來
它讓我看清楚妳已離開
我忍著悲傷和無奈　就躲在房間不出來
無法阻擋　時間在快轉

只能把愛　藏在　回憶深海
不想面對的事　學著習慣成自然
我會把愛　隱藏到誰都看不出來
它還再繼續　卻與妳無關

妳說不愛了　於是我就承擔
不問我心裡想的是相反
陽光很燦爛　我卻笑不出來
它讓我看清楚妳已離開
那動人完美的獨白　沒說完妳就先離開
就算遺憾　我也不推翻

只能把愛　藏在　回憶深海
不想面對的事　學著習慣成自然
我會把愛　隱藏到誰都看不出來
它還再繼續　卻與妳無關

這不是鴕鳥的心態　只是我還無法釋懷
我還愛妳　再不會說出來

只能把愛　藏在　回憶深海
不想面對的事　學著習慣成自然
我會把愛　隱藏到誰都看不出來
它還再繼續　卻與妳無關

只能讓愛　離開　回憶深海
不想面對的事　只能學著習慣成自然
對妳的愛　怎麼讓我卻還再依賴
妳要的幸福　卻與我無關

妳要的幸福　卻與我無關

Conversion

2008-10-15T18:31:00.020+08:00

Short talk
The sky is gloomy and started raining cat and dog out there. It always has been raining for past few day when clock pointer fixed to 5pm. Yet, i had been working my butt off to prepare images for coming deployment of 200+ laptop nationwide in past few day as well.

Cleaning up my desk after serious bump with my job regard to prepare stuffs for next incoming project. Heavy downpour started echoing outside my office with the impact of drop clashing with the window.

I was thinking,"Another late knock off today". The office and surrounding PS was so quiet while the melody played by nature outside. It is d music that manipulated me into deep thought about the questions throw upon me few months ago until last week.

I'm start wondering the reason why there are so many friends bear "Cross" in their heart around me. I'm started to think during 28 years of my life, i have been went through the simplicity life dreamed and desired by a lot of ppl. I'm not rich yet not that poor because of my parents strong financial control and ahead planning for us. I'm very lucky to have them to be my parent.

I'm continue the exploration ventured deep into the past memory of my life before today. The question about I'm keep surrounded by so many good Christian friend around me to date.

On the way to McD while anticipating the downpour to stop anytime soon, I was began counting the Christian friends that i can remember and encountered.

1. Adam tang
2. Ling soon ping
3. Alfred Chin
4. Alfred wong
5. Raymond wong
6. Wesly
7. Emily Tiew
8. Caroline ho
9. Rita chan
10. Blaise Chai
11. Rita ling
12.Kylyn
13. Catherine sia
14. Catherine Chan
15. Caroline Ho.
16. Jesseymine
17. Chamber
18. Jia ning
19. Angie Ling
20. Rebecca
21. Wong ting kiong
22. Kong Lin bing
23. Amelia
24. Jimmy
25. Beavy
26. Lawrence
27. George
28.
.
.
.
.
.
Believe it or not. The list will go down on and on. not even d 8 fingers and 2 thumbs on my both palms can count all of them.

Everything happened for the reason and everything is arranged

Yes. everything is arranged. During Redang Retreat, Clara from Singapore once told me that it is arrangement made to draw me to Him by putting his follower around me. Nothing is stopping me except myself.

Christianity already entered into my life without me see it coming tirelessly. It always knocking my door while i am wondering what it is behind. It's just a simple decision "Yes" or "No" to rotate the knob to open d door.

What is love?

2008-10-08T13:04:00.005+08:00

a voice enchoing in my mind... a voice came with the question pointed toward me.. a question asked me "what is love to you?". I responded to the question with answer "The pain you suffered without presense of special person around you. That's love" .

It was just impulsive answer straight out from my heart without filtering through my brain. I don't have any explanation to that answer. If search through google, who has definite answer?i guess not.

If you guy has d answer. Tell me about that...

PD 海边摄影记－bikini记

2008-09-06T14:01:00.004+08:00

在PD 海边游玩时，看到很有趣的一样东西。不知谁特地留下去裸游去。于是，我就以这个＂物体＂为主角拍摄。虽然拍不多，因为有马来人在周围望着。所以快快拍好就收手。

Dream

2008-08-13T01:39:00.004+08:00

Don't know what should i write. I am not into writing anyway(My English level suck!!!). I have had being slept once i hit home from office until now. Happen only once in three week i guess. It was not very comfortable eye shut though because i had very bad dream about myself. when was the last time i had such dream?

2 years ago? 3 years ago? Long ago i had such dream during my bed time. Dream become reality in coming future. Some are become part of my life and other just hints about what will come next in future. I was talking about what was i dreamed happened rate was 90%. Am i seeing the future?

So what was the story that i had in my dream this time. I try to think hard. Tried to recall. Try to rewind to what was actually happened in the latest dream. pieces and chunks of memory that i am trying to assemble while side seeing at the balcony in the middle of the night.....

The person i know...
..
...
....
.....
I can't recall now. =.=(SIGH)

Guess that's it

let go back to serve the true goal of this photo journal.

This was blue sky with white cloud arranged nice and neat that only can be seen once a while.
It was true picture with a bit tweak in photoshop. Using spot metering(utilized matrix metering and center weighed. the Outcome was not a very good result though) with one of the focus point point on the cloud.

This is original color and visibility of the scene viewed through my eyes(not my SLR). That's mean i did some modification of the picture to bring out ground detail (it was originally dark) due to spot metering on the cloud.

This was another bright sunset. Feel warm. Visibility and clarity of that time is very deep.

That's all folk.

对D700 一见钟情

2008-08-03T14:52:00.003+08:00

昨晚刚刚好在Ikano有小小摄影展, 当时看到一架demo unit 的单眼相机设立在manfrotto三脚架上。起初还以为是D3，从远处看下看好像不是因为机身是D300的机身。好奇心来了，我走上前看。

nikon摄影展一

nikon摄影展二

首先我看到“FX"字眼，那不是nikon 全幅的意思吗？我当时想。看了看注意到 “D700"字眼。[s:40] 。我才恍然大悟。距上个月nikon刚介绍不久，D700已经抵达大马市场也不惊奇。

像平时一样，手里有带着单眼[s:59] 。当然也不会错过拍下它留念（我也摸了它，那种感觉真的好毒好毒）

好了不多说了

开始分享我对D700的一见钟情。

毒吧毒吧

也不忘了放这张。

D3 + nikkor AFS400MM F2.8G VR

Blogged with the Flock Browser

星曝

2008-08-01T00:54:00.003+08:00

我知道不多流星雨。第一次拍嘛。

每次都在网站看见一些摄影师拍下的流星雨。非常漂亮。今晚就特别有耐性的把相机设立在三脚架上。模式调成M模。快门调成B式，光圈缩去F22。ISO设为100.

过后就用遥控器锁快门。让相机孤独地站在阳台遥望黑不黑多不多星星的天空上半小时。30分钟后，成像出来了。

第一次拍，会拍到四五条的流星雨。我想有单眼的人都会吧。

今晚刚好有做功课，所以顺便拿相机来拍星曝。

Blogged with the Flock Browser

Running nose, sneezing

2008-07-26T20:31:00.003+08:00

Those are the common diseases i have, past down in genetic form from my ancestor to my father and now for time being... me. Woke up in the morning around 9.40am mostly assumed trait undoubtedly belong to any lazy ass like me.

errr hmm. sorry for the improper word i am using now...... who care....

To be honest, I need to take blame of myself for sleeping late or rather early this morning around 2.15am. what was i doing that time? Quite Frankly, i have to admit old and i have lousy memory bank installed in my fleshy brain. I only remember pieces of memory that i'm playing computer games. Oppss. I was playing game . hehe.

Back to the topic

So far i have running nose started this afternoon actually while i was doing laundry cleaning ~~for my cloth piled up in my room~~

My nose was itchy at that point. i decided to force "run" my nose which inevitably trigger the time bomb. I know mum and dad i shouldn't do that but stop yelling in my head. +.+"

Alright anyway. Right now. i'm feeling(felt) much better right now. so what's next?

Hehehe. Yeah. Dark knight will be as mentioned by my old-house-class-mate. lol

Tata

Green sunset. lol

2008-07-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

Green sunset. lol
Originally uploaded by coolaldred

I'm believe i saw green sunset d day before. i betcha u guy didn't see anything like this b4.

finger crossed...

moth

2008-07-23T11:33:00.003+08:00

I don't know that is called butterfly but obviously it is not but it just looks like it. yeah from wikipedia. it's called moth

I was heading to basement to pick up my motorbike ready go to office. Before the entrance's exit which on other way is basement, i saw little creature that landed on the mosaic floor. It was looking at me before i see it. I don't know how was it ended in this place but i thought it might get lost anyway.

I paused for second then i saw it was retracting its' proboscis in and out distressly while my other hand was about rotates the entrance door's knob. I don't know what its' trying to tell me but at that moment my heart was telling me just give its a favor. So i did....

Its' hindwind kinda like been chewed off and looked broken after i approched its and had a careful look. Hence, i handed out my palm toward d "butterfly" and its jumped on my hand. I didn't freak out rather than that i was calm. My feeling was unusual and rather warm when such little creature has no whatsoever fear on you but trust you with its' life.

I was trying put its own my shoulder like those character in anime pretty favoured by insect and animal so i can get my gear prepared before drive motorbike. Then i drive my bike but with slow speed while heading to the security guard house.

Intially planed to put its on the grass right after guard house near the road side as i was about to do that. Its was long gone without d trace...

I am wondering how are you doing today...

Gunung Datuk. i came, i see, i conquest

2008-07-20T18:08:00.004+08:00

2 or 3 days ago behind hiking. One of my friend was asked me whether mind join hiking with group of friend at Rembau, Seremban. The hill about to be hiked is Gunung Datuk. I was taking so long to make decision that time due to my work. After i able squeezed out little free time from my tight schedule so i take a look on google what is Gunung "Grandpa" all about.

I read some entries from blog and website that were written by blogger as the result derived from searching at google. The height of the moutain is 870m/2900ft and about 1 and the half hours drive from KL... At the peak at 870m, as if succesfully arrived on top of the moutain and seat at the peak. The peak will offer 360 panoramic 360-degree view.

I decided to go. It is great opportunity for me to snap some pictures up there from the peak of gunung datuk at the height 870m. It will be the tallest moutain/hill i ever conquer for period.

Yesterday, woke up around 6.15am. Took my time to clean up myself and prepare some stuff before went for gathering at friend place. 9 of us with 2 cars pool started depart around 7.30am after breakfast. On d way to destination, i was noticed that sky became more and more hazy and moody. Seem d cloud was at very low altitude and surrounding were getting cold. I think at that time sat on the back seat, d sky will start raining anytime soon. Plus, slippery condition along trail toward d peak .

Couple of minutes later, i was right. Thousand drop of water poured from the sky toward along the road to Gunung Datuk. It was heavy. However, rain was stopped for a while before we reached at the destination.

There was some registration need to be done. Entry Fee is RM3 per person and needed to fill in detail of Name, IC number and team headcount. About time we start our journey, d sky was start joking with drop heavy downpour on us.

We didn't start immediately thus. we decided to wait until rain stops. Some of us got back to car to get umbrella for hiking. -.-|||. Well, umbrella got its' usability also. lol. Of course not to forget about group photo(excluding me)

Instead of waiting for rain to stop, it was not feasible for us already drove all the way and paid 3 ringgit entry fee. Then off we go in rain. The details of how we get up to the peak will not be disclosed here because all we were faced was slippery rocks, muds, leeches along the trail lead all the way to the peak. Nothing special for me. I don't know about other. XP.

With all the effort, we were managed get to the peak.

a lot of us amazed by the view we saw on d peak as shown in d picture above. Due to the weather, the level of clarity was covered with hazy sky and mist. So i could barely see town of seremban and of course not straight of malacca as said in other blog. i was brought along SLR camera with me.

Well everyone had fun taken picture with me. Group photo, individual photo, a bit of art photo, ... Guess all the pictures below is d summary of Gunung "Grandpa" hiking. Enjoy

Aww Man. I was crazy enough laid on the ground like freaking professional to take photograph for them. XD

Blogged with the Flock Browser

"Miss you" from "Stairway from Heaven"

2008-07-19T00:20:00.003+08:00

A moment ago. One of my friend sent me this video link. Nice melody that was my first thought after heard d song. Very comfortable and relaxing. I'm not really music lover but i like that song anyway. Title is "Miss You" from i-think-so Korean Drama "Stairway from Heaven"

so i added it on my blog site. If you guy like to listen, just press play button at youtube video located at top left corner.

Enjoy.

Dull day then sunset then nice

2008-07-16T20:00:00.003+08:00

Woke up this morning 9am...

Went to balcony and i was greeted by rather less bright moody day. It was raining and gradually become heavy. I was thought "oh Crap，i already made appointment with client. How am i suppose to go in rain with motorbike?"

Thanks heaven. i was saved by the bell while my colleague able to liaise with client to settle the problem(i suppose to go on site to troubleshoot his notebook). I had green light from my colleague went to office while waiting rain halt.

it was dull day to me. i mean... it was very dull. i seem slow and lack of responsive but not to that point of extreme... then i had amnesia.. i definitely-totally-omg forgot what was i doing this afternoon.i couldn't remember. Even i would go butt my head in the wall and memory still won't get back to me... ~~Maybe i should move on to find a girlfriend to have her become my secretary~~.

Anyway. like always and it seem to be become norm to me that times is flying so fast. It was 6 something in the evening. The sunlight so bright that pierced my heart through from office windows. i had a look outside the windows. The urban sunset somehow mesmerized me
with blue sky and some cloud beside the sun. So i took out my SLR ready, clean and arrange my desk then here i come Mr. sunset. Pressed shutter release few time.

This was an unusual angle i did to snap photo of sunset than from my apartment.

Hope any of u that visited my photo journal. Give me some comment please.

Fly me to the moon

2008-07-16T17:02:00.001+08:00

Fly me to the moon
Originally uploaded by coolaldred

16th July 2008
1.27am....... check the lunar year calendar from the phone. ... From display panel, word Chinese character "鼠年.... 六月.十四". Oh, that's mean tomorrow will be full moon in the sky.

Each month 15th day, moon will rise up into sky showcase it's beauty and showering the earth with its pure energy diverted from the sun. Everything in darkness come to light, none of it will escape from mighty moon.

For 60 billion year, it stays and observing the earth since earth was still young. It witnessed endless changes, evolution, revolution and u-name-it-all that was and still happening from once filled with thousand craters and lava slowly transformed to beautiful blue-green earth.

Mankind was particularly wondering about moon mystery from every civilization that ever exist in this world. They were showing their love affair to the moon until US Kennedy launched space mission to race with Soviet to put human on the moon. Soon love affair ended with mankind love toward the moon was faded.

This is little knowledge i obtained from documentary video. Now, back into reality, sky clarity was clear and no cloud was around that will disturb my Astro-photography opportunity. i took my babe out and hook it up with bazooka lens. Then next thing, pressing and release shutter button. Job done.

Following that, i did some cropping and simple touch up with PS.

There is the song for it. I think it was evidence that mankind love affair once had toward the moon. i am believe that those love affair will soon come back in future and remain forever.

That's all for this morning. Enjoy the lyric and the classic jazz ^.^

Fly me to the moon - Frank Sinatra

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On a-Jupiter and Mars

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me

Fill my heart with song
And let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, in other words
I love ... you

sleepiness

2008-07-10T17:25:00.000+08:00

sleepiness
Originally uploaded by coolaldred

The picture obviosly told everything...

Housemate or housewife?

2008-06-29T10:10:00.001+08:00

A day ago near midnight, me and my friend were visiting 7eleven shop to put up the short notice regard to room to let.

Guess what?? while in the car whereby my friend sat in the front seat doing her boyfriend favor to write the detail into "community Bulletin Board message". As i was looking upon what she was writing, i was idle of the while. Then i rub my eyes for a while and double confirm what i just saw.

Instead of "Chinese Housemate wanted", check the picture

This is hilarious is it?

3 of us burst into laughing non stop while in heading our way to home.

However, something do turn up today because chinese female will come to visit the room.

At the end of day, it just ended up with Chinese couple occupying the room.

啊“白”山-瀑布记

2008-06-24T03:58:00.000+08:00

最近和一般朋友去爬山。知道这次会去瀑布，所以带三脚架和相机去。经过一小时多的路程，终于到达了地点。以上是我拍下的照片。

在路途中，当然也不忘了拍下荒山野林里的昆虫。

还有一些在树林里乱拍下来

在激烈的太阳照射下和经过一段辛苦的路程。疲劳和热度也是在所难免。当大家到达瀑布时，就好象在沙漠里看绿洲。迫不及待放下身上所有的东西在亭子里，往水里噗通！！个个脸上的表情一下子精神爽快起来。

当然我也趁机会把照片拍下。

结论。。。不用说了。照片里都很明显告诉一切。